I'm holding on too tight
it's the middle of the night
and I cannot seem to let go
of the future that I'll never know
I only hope that this small start
can give you some of its heart
and bring you some small peace
despite my constant need
For more stimulation
and more concentration
from a past long forgotten
and a time that's long been rotten
You don't even think of me
I'm sure this need is te-
diously mine
and I'll never hold you tight
But I have my dreams
and you have memories
and together we will be
living blind and free
imagining our pasts
and feeling life through that
while shedding light on us
and making such a fuss
I love you desp
The fire you lit inside me
all those years ago
still burns and yearns inside me
it cannot let you go
Rising higher up, and higher
fed by the fuel you pour
are the flames of my desire
you keep me wanting more
Amidst the chilling waters
of complacency and sleep
this blaze it will not falter
this flame of yours still heats
Lost in the clouds, we are floating aimlessly
I see them vanish, parting namelessly
Each one is hollow, I lose my ground
and I fall to the unknown, not be found
If love is the clouds, then we are the rain
Falling with speed, but with nothing to gain
It seems only yesterday, we walked there together
but now we've been parted, by life's stormy weather
Our souls sing as one, but with rhythm uneven
and it seems like the sky is openly grieving
two drops from one pool, two halves of one heart
we're falling away, we're falling apart
when will the sun's warmth dry up this mess
and we can rise up again and begin to confess
what had cause
First Chapter- Unfinished by tenten427, literature
Literature
First Chapter- Unfinished
Kitty Lawrence sat combing her hair before the mirror of the guest room's tasteful white vanity. She braided the auburn strands carefully into one long dark rope which reached down to the small of her back. Moving to the bed she settled herself under the covers and picked up her page-worn copy of Wuthering Heights. It had been nearly a week since her Aunt Roberta had passionately forbade her from leaving the house in the evenings. She was twenty years old and was being treated like a child. If only that job offer hadn't fallen through with the airline and she were able to afford the apartment she had so eagerly picked out upon her arriv
Over and Over again
I see the images of past regret
And you smile and you smirk
and you lead me down
to the river where you
just let me drown
Chorus
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Say it ain't so
Say these are not my memories
say that isn't you
and say this isn't me
say those pieces of shattered glass
are not the evidence of my tattered past
oh no, oh no, oh no
Say it ain't so
Hello Heart, it's me, Brain.
You see, I was thinking, as I often do,
And I never should have doubted you,
You always know exactly where we're at.
I get so caught up in what if
where, how? And never stop to let
the now fully embrace us, and you
always seem to do just that.
If I were a Caterpillar,
I'd wrap her tight but never kill her.
And in my silk cocoon she'd grow,
into what? No one knows.
But one day hence she'd come awake,
and fly above the icy lake.
To a land she'd only dreamed,
and even now I see her gleam.
She kept a secret deep within her,
and called on me, the Caterpillar.
Three kisses here, not two or four
just three because they don't need more
to tell you how I'm feeling now
it's three long hints to show you how
I want to taste your lips so nice
not only once but twice, then thrice
I'm holding on too tight
it's the middle of the night
and I cannot seem to let go
of the future that I'll never know
I only hope that this small start
can give you some of its heart
and bring you some small peace
despite my constant need
For more stimulation
and more concentration
from a past long forgotten
and a time that's long been rotten
You don't even think of me
I'm sure this need is te-
diously mine
and I'll never hold you tight
But I have my dreams
and you have memories
and together we will be
living blind and free
imagining our pasts
and feeling life through that
while shedding light on us
and making such a fuss
I love you desp
The fire you lit inside me
all those years ago
still burns and yearns inside me
it cannot let you go
Rising higher up, and higher
fed by the fuel you pour
are the flames of my desire
you keep me wanting more
Amidst the chilling waters
of complacency and sleep
this blaze it will not falter
this flame of yours still heats
Lost in the clouds, we are floating aimlessly
I see them vanish, parting namelessly
Each one is hollow, I lose my ground
and I fall to the unknown, not be found
If love is the clouds, then we are the rain
Falling with speed, but with nothing to gain
It seems only yesterday, we walked there together
but now we've been parted, by life's stormy weather
Our souls sing as one, but with rhythm uneven
and it seems like the sky is openly grieving
two drops from one pool, two halves of one heart
we're falling away, we're falling apart
when will the sun's warmth dry up this mess
and we can rise up again and begin to confess
what had cause
First Chapter- Unfinished by tenten427, literature
Literature
First Chapter- Unfinished
Kitty Lawrence sat combing her hair before the mirror of the guest room's tasteful white vanity. She braided the auburn strands carefully into one long dark rope which reached down to the small of her back. Moving to the bed she settled herself under the covers and picked up her page-worn copy of Wuthering Heights. It had been nearly a week since her Aunt Roberta had passionately forbade her from leaving the house in the evenings. She was twenty years old and was being treated like a child. If only that job offer hadn't fallen through with the airline and she were able to afford the apartment she had so eagerly picked out upon her arriv
Over and Over again
I see the images of past regret
And you smile and you smirk
and you lead me down
to the river where you
just let me drown
Chorus
Oh no, oh no, oh no
Say it ain't so
Say these are not my memories
say that isn't you
and say this isn't me
say those pieces of shattered glass
are not the evidence of my tattered past
oh no, oh no, oh no
Say it ain't so
Hello Heart, it's me, Brain.
You see, I was thinking, as I often do,
And I never should have doubted you,
You always know exactly where we're at.
I get so caught up in what if
where, how? And never stop to let
the now fully embrace us, and you
always seem to do just that.
If I were a Caterpillar,
I'd wrap her tight but never kill her.
And in my silk cocoon she'd grow,
into what? No one knows.
But one day hence she'd come awake,
and fly above the icy lake.
To a land she'd only dreamed,
and even now I see her gleam.
She kept a secret deep within her,
and called on me, the Caterpillar.
Three kisses here, not two or four
just three because they don't need more
to tell you how I'm feeling now
it's three long hints to show you how
I want to taste your lips so nice
not only once but twice, then thrice
Let me see what you see,
Let me delve in to your mind.
I'll take your speeches; make them -
Blind.
Let me see your muse.
Why the reluctance?
I'll only abuse.
Your final sentence,
Your endless punishment,
Is to have copious creativity,
And no way to vent.
Your pens dissolve,
Despite your mind's resolve.
Your paper ignites,
Into the colors of the -
Northern lights
The brushes won't be tainted.
So your canvases can't be painted.
Let me see what you see,
Let me delve into your mind.
Insecurities.
Screaming at me,
haunting me,
clawing at every inch
of my body.
That little voice inside my head
sounding strangely like my own,
tearing me down,
apart,
from the inside.
Each hate-filled blow,
hits harder than the last.
Each self-inflicted cut,
each burn,
hidden in shame,
nonexistent to the piercing eyes of others,
visible only in that lonely mirror reflection.
Puffy eyes,
tear-stained cheeks,
little dotted lines drawn
over every flawed bit of me.
Not pretty enough,
talented enough,
smart enough,
good enough.
There is not a perfect inch
within my being.
Why can't I be beautiful?
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I'm not convinced, mostly because it hurts like f$#%ing hell right now. I know it will get better, it's already day 5 of my surgery and each day seems a little better. Except day 3. Day 3 can just gtfo and never come back. It sucked balls.
I can't move, cough, even yawn without excruciating abdominal pain. Wow I'm really laying on thick aren't I? Who knew I was such a whiner ;)
SUCK IT UP PRINCESS!! Haha, right...
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